Monday, Dec. 26, 2005
self-awareness
self-awareness
Hey all, so its the day after Christmas. And its hell here, all thexe damn shoppers going all crazy and shit. I'm thinking about going gold again so I can get some banner adds up and actually get people to read me. Cause right now I have only one reader, and that is myself. How lame is that?
Anywho, the love of my life is here. And I flirt and flirt and flirt but I really don't think he even realizes I am doing it. He knows I like him cause he always brings up how I get upset when he is making out and kissin on his girlfriend. So he KNOWS I like him, why doesn't he BITE already?!?!
I secretly know the answer to that question, but I don't want to admit it to myself.
I refuse to lose weight for anyone but myself.
3 year and going... um not too strong
So... I changed some things around. Like my layout, the other one was just too childish I suppose. And I like not having a layout with images on it, that way you don't have to worry about losing them. So yeah. Anywho, merry x mas all.
Oh and I have had this diary for 3 years. Wow. THREE DAMN YEARS! The sad part? Nothing much has changed. I mean I graduated and all, but relly whats changed? Nothing, other than the fact that I have this damn frame up on my wall.
bah humbug
It's Christmas Eve. I am just DYING to get with my family to hear them bitch and moan about having to be with each other (although they ar enot saying that you know thats why they are bitching). I'll probably end up spending the night over there just so I don't have to drive again the next day (tomorrow). Its always interesting though. You never know whos going to fight. Its kind of like a Jerry Springer episode. I should start charging people to get in and watch. And then start bets on who will have the best come back. But who cares?