Friday, Jul. 30, 2004
yippee yay
yippee yay
Happy 2+ year anniversary to me here at the good ole' DL bab-E...!!!
blah and aghs
I know I know its been more than a month since I updated. Not everyone shoot me at once please. I am sure you all missed me tremendously. Yeah right, lets see how many people actually see that I updated.
Well my b day was 2 days ago. I am now 22. yipee. Nothing real big happpened. I just had that day off and I used it to sleep. I have been working my ass off since Monday. I have worked like 60 hours this week and I am exhausted. Plus, I have missed school because of it so I am so behind there. Agh oh well. I am
mentally...
physcally...
and emotionally...
exhausted.
It doesn't help much that I have been talking to this one guy for over a month on the phone and seeing him at work. But when I see him at work I have to pretend he does not even exist. And he has a girlfriend. And he is 40. So yeah. I am not sure how he feels about me either. People say forget it because why should I want to be with him if he woud do this to his current g/f? And they are right. It even makes it worse cause he knoows I care about him so much and his g/f is one of my good friends. But I will never tell her. It would just hurt her too much. And she {"loves") him and he ("loves") her. How could he say he loves her yet do this to her? And how can I like him for doing it?
I don't know. I would like to type more but I keep on having to fix my typos because I hvae my nails done and the keys are getting hit when they are not supposed to so blah on this.
laundry...ugh
I went through like 10 minutes of hell just so I could write you all a quick update. Because, lets face it folks, its been a while since I wrote anything in here hasn't it?
Hm I have been going out with friends lately. You know the whole party scene. I got too messed up the other day and I fell with a beer bottle in my hand and messed up my hand. I had to get 26 stitches in my right hand. I couldn't write for like 3 days. It sucked. But I am all better now. I am going to get the stitches taken out tomorrow.
Other than that nothing real significant happened. I started summer school. So far I am making an A in my introduction to criminology class.
Well I need to do some laundry. Man I hate days off I feel like I don't have time for shit, but I have practically all day. And I am tired. I am going to nap in between loads. Later.