Wednesday, Jun. 16, 2004

laundry...ugh

laundry...ugh

I went through like 10 minutes of hell just so I could write you all a quick update. Because, lets face it folks, its been a while since I wrote anything in here hasn't it?

Hm I have been going out with friends lately. You know the whole party scene. I got too messed up the other day and I fell with a beer bottle in my hand and messed up my hand. I had to get 26 stitches in my right hand. I couldn't write for like 3 days. It sucked. But I am all better now. I am going to get the stitches taken out tomorrow.

Other than that nothing real significant happened. I started summer school. So far I am making an A in my introduction to criminology class.

Well I need to do some laundry. Man I hate days off I feel like I don't have time for shit, but I have practically all day. And I am tired. I am going to nap in between loads. Later.

Wednesday, Jun. 16, 2004
12:39 p.m.

a quickie....

Just a quickie update real fast for anyone who is interested.

That guy I was talking about did call me that Wednesday and we ended up going out with a few of my friends. Long story short I had sex. Not with him though with my friends boyfriend's neighbor. With the other guy in the next room. Oh well, I am out to have fun. Since then he has called me a bitch and a slut. I may be those things, or I certainly was that night, but he has no room calling me those names. So there you go on that one. And they guy I ended up with was so cute and it was some good lovin, that's all I gotta say. Oh and he has a nice truck, plus some good money. So yeah.

Other than that work is going fine. Summer session starts at school in June. And I am getting some cash this coming week.

Now if that guy from Wed. night would call my week would be perfect.

Some of my friends and myself are going out on Monday, maybe she will bring her b/f who in return will bring his friend/neighbor. That would be GREAT!

Sunday, May. 23, 2004
8:32 p.m.

maybe...

Well it has been one hell of a week. And when I say week I mean this last week. I me a guy last Wednesday. He said he was going to call me the next day after work and never did. He called me the day after that though. He said he waited so long because he didn't want me to think he was all needy. Does that remind anyone else of Friends? Yeah well it did me, cause I am a dork. So he called me that next 3 days straight, came over to see me on Sunday (with his friend who seemed to be into me also) and has not called me since. Well he called me a couple times at work that same night but thats it. Did I do something wrong? No I don't think I did because he was all laughing at everything I was saying, he even said I "was a funny chick." Maybe he is waiting for tomorrow night since I mentioned something about me going out that night. Maybe he is waiting a couple of days like last time so I don't think he is all clingy or something. Maybe....

DAMMIT!!! You see! That's what I hate getting involved with people because they always leave me wondering... when is he going to call... does he like me... is he going to ask me out. I mean WTF??? Do you think they sit there and think the same things about us? Probably not.

Oh and I was reading my Bible today (yes I do that) and do you all know that women has been being blamed for men's mistakes since the creation of mankind? Adam blamed Eve for his eating the forbidden fruit, how stupid is that?

And I bought a new CD today. Its called "Rock Against Bush." It totally rocks. I love it. I hate Bush, but I love the CD. Its ok they hate Bush to. It even has 40 reasons to hate him inside the CD plus a documentary on how much he sucks. My mom and her conservative ass hates it. Hah another reason to love it.

My roommate is in her room with a guy right now. It is the first time she has ever had a guy in her room (and she's 23). She is having a real life changing moment right now I am sure.

Oh and I know how horribly late I am on this bit of news, but I just heard about Massachuttes (yeah I know I didn't spell that right). Good job Mass. How awesome is that?! Finally gay citizens can feel just like everyone else. Not feel left out. Fuck you GW you homophobic bastard. Ugh I hate him.

Wednesday, May. 19, 2004
12:07 a.m.

I am the "kareoke queen"

Well it has been a week since I updated. I am sure there are ample people out there who missed me. Yeah right. A couple great things happened to me over that week.

First of all all my grades are in for the semester. I got ALL A'S!!! My GPA for the semester was a 4.0! That was so exciting. It never happened before. I am on the Dean's List for the semester. I was so proud of myself. I don't know how in the hell I passed that Spanish final. Or how I got an A in the class overall, being I only had a B before the final and I know I did HORRIBLE on it. Oh well though, I am not arguing.

And I went out last night with a couple girlfriends. And something extraordinary happened. A guy asked me for my phone number. Plus he asked me if I had a boyfriend, and he was calling me his girl like all night. We talked for a couple hours, it was great. He said that he liked the way I looked and all this shit. He is supposed to call me after 5. I can't wait.

Oh and my tire on my car is like totally flat. Not even funny flat. I have to change it to my spare until I can fix it on Saturday. I don't have the money to do it right now. But I am missing the handle for my jack, so I have to find something to change it with. I feel like a moron outside trying to change my tire. I just always wish some man will drive by and offer to help me.

Oh and last night I got so many compliments. You see I went to a kareoke bar, and I love to do kareoke. And I think I am fairly good at it. Or at least thats what everyone was telling me last night. They were all asking me to sing another one after I just finished one before. I sang three songs. They were all country but that's all I know.

In the words of that guy I was talking to last night I am the "kareoke queen".

Thursday, May. 13, 2004
1:55 p.m.

no better....

Did you all hear about those pictures of our soldiers torturing the Iraqi prisoners? How horrible is that? I don't really know what to think about that. Because you know how many of us have the overconfidence of our country to think that we would never do that kind of thing. That we are better than others because we don't torture people in war, or innocent people anyway. But then you think about it, well I did anyway. And why should we be any different? What makes us think like that? Why do we think we are so much better, when, looking at what has happened, we obviously aren't?

Wednesday, May. 05, 2004
9:15 a.m.

how pussy is that?

Well finals are done. The semester is O-V-E-R. No more school until June baby. I am so happy. I did semi decent on the final I just took, especially since I did not study until right before it. I do that all the time though. However, the one final I am kinf od scared about is my Spanish one. I know I will get all A's in my other classes but I don't know about Spanish. I better get a B. I was searching for an A but I don't think it is going to happen after that final. Oh well. I will still be on the Deans List for the first time in my life. It only took me like 4 years, but hey once is good enough for me.

Oh and I am late. Not for a meeting, or a class, no no nothing that easy. But I am late for the month. Didn't happen at all in April. Still hasn't happened. It was supposed to come around the 20th of April and nothing happened. I mean usually I hate having it but now I am begging for it. Can you imagine that? Someone begging for their period to come?

please, pretty please, period come to becky!

Oh yeah and Friends comes on tomorrow. Its a week totally devoted to Friends. I can see how one would get tired and annoyed by all this Friends shit that is happening, but I am genuinely loving it. I start to cry everytime I watch something or read something about it. How pussy is that?

Wednesday, May. 05, 2004
8:47 a.m.

horrible

Happy first of the month everyone. Just popping my head in to clear up April's entries. I am off to bed. Yep I am going to sleep ay 2 in the afternooon. Not a nap, but a slumber.

Oh yeah I took my Spanish final today. One word... HORRIBLE. Dammit.

Saturday, May. 01, 2004
2:23 p.m.