Friday, Jan. 23, 2004
But shoot me people, I do.
But shoot me people, I do.
I'm sitting here procrastinating the inevitable. I need to get some reading done for my classes; even though I have done like so much already it is killing me. All my classes seem to overlap each other. It seems like they are all talking about the same shit. Then again that happens to you when you take 4 psychology classes I suppose. I mean I love all the stuff about psychology, its just when test time comes I am not going to know what class I learned what from.
I never get a day off. I am not whining about it cause I chose to go to school, and I love school. Its just I get 2 days off of work and they are on Thursday and Friday. I can't do nothing either of those nights because the next day I either have school or work. So I have to wake up early. But I am going to try to do something tonight.
The only downfall is I know there will be drinking and I can't get drunk because I have to work tomorrow morning. I know I shouldn't have to get drunk to have fun. But shoot me people, I do.
I'm still alive and ticking
Not much of anything new going on. I am exhausted as hell. I forgot how tiring school is and all that jazz. My brain is fried.
So tax season is here right? I just did mine. Their easy for me being that I am not paying my loans yet and I only had the same job all of last year. I am only getting like 300 dollars so that kind of sucks, but oh well.
I haven't talked to my friend in like a week. I am pretty sure I know why. I just want her to know that I am not pissed or anything, if that is what she thinks. Just a little upset she didn't tell me the whole truth is all. I don't really feel like going into it here though. I know, I always put what I am thinking in here but I can't do that anymore.
Anyway, I just wanted a quick update so you all would know I am still alive and ticking. So later.
hmmm.
Ok I came home early from work today. My brother is not here, and he is always here. His friend's cell phone is here and he usually always has it on him. And I saw a cop leaving the apartment complex. Plus they like to smoke weed on out balcony.
So I am sure you all can guess what I am thinking now can't you?
if you know me in real life...
Just a quick note. If you know me in real life, please respect my privacy and don't read this. If I knew people that I knew read this I wouldn't write half the things I do in here. I guess it is my fault to assume that my peers don't read me. But I can now see where people get in trouble with these things. These things that one spends over a year devoting herself to and not thinking anything was wrong with it. I now see the error in my ways. I just didn't know I was so damn interesting is all.
I'm pretty damn grown up
Its weird how some people grow up and other stay the same. Take my university for example. I used to live in the dorms a few years ago (when I first started school there). Well I was young, and stupid back then. So I did some young and stupid things. Well I got over them. The funny thing is other people didn't. They are still talking about what I did years ago. Plus they are people that I don't really care for to begin with, which makes it that much more funny. I don't think I even told them that I did whatever with whoever. But they are still talking about. Not only are they talking about it they are fabricating it to all these different lengths. They're falsifying what I did.
I don't know. It is just funny thats all. Here I am, 21, and I think that I am still a child. I guess compared to others I am pretty damn grown up.
So YAY for me
Ok so now that I know everything is working out in school wise I am so relieved. I am genuinely pleased that I went back to school.
People always underestimate me. They all thought that just because I took a semester off that I was not going to come back. Why wouldn't I? I mean I have nothing better to do but work, which I am sorry to say I am not going to do for the rest of my life thank you very much. I want to do something I love. Which is helping people with their problems. That is why I am majoring in psychology. I don't want to work in a fast food restaurant for the rest of my life. That's not me.
And besides, I did not waste 3 years of my time for school just to not come back.
So YAY for me.