Thursday, Dec. 04, 2003

Who knows?

Who knows?

I'm not sure how much longer I want to continue writing in this. I feel like I am not getting to anyone. I don't write to like inspire people or anything, I write to let people know what I'm doing and feeling. But does anyone read? It feels like they don't anymore. it's been like two weeks since I saw that someone was actually reading. Maybe it is my immense layout change that I do, I don't know. Not whining here, just stating an opinion.

I get paid tomorrow. I am going to buy a couple new cds. Wow me.

Work is depressing me. I finally applied somewhere else. The funny thing is I faxed my resume while I was at work. That's bad isn't it? I don't care really. I just want to move on.

I can't wait for school to start. I am going to do it this time. I need to graduate. If I don't then I just wasted 3 years of my time (and some of my money) on nothing. I'm going to do it. Not just for me but for my family and everyone who either didn't believe in me or did. Just to prove that I can. The hard part isn't just GOING to school, its also doing all the work that is involved, plus working full time. But I can do it. I just have to minimize my fun time and maximize my serious time. Maybe it will make me get more serious at work too.

Who knows? I know I don't.