Tuesday, Oct. 14, 2003

Aw I love Forrest Gump.

Aw I love Forrest Gump.

It is getting kind of sad when I don't know what to write about in my owbn personal diary. I mean I am not outo impress anyone, because hey, its my diary. So I am no out to write impressively I am just out to write. But I don't know what to write about, so now here I am rambling on about, um nothing.

I do have one thing to say though. When did become an advocate of gay rights automatically label me as being gay? Because, unless I forgot, I am totally not gay (I think the whole having sex with men and me being a woman voids out that possibility). I was talking to y friend about how I wanted to go to a gay parade in San Antonio and he thought I was gay. Nothing wrong with being gay by the way, its just that I am not. I didn't even comment on his thought of me being gay. But can't one advocate something that doesn't really have that much to do with them, but that they feel strongly about? Its would be like someone saying I was balck because I believe in equal rights for all races or something, how stupid is that? I don't know I just had to get that off my chest.

Man and I am falling head over heels for this guy at work again. he is the same one I have always liked, but now it is harder for me cause I am one of his bosses and I can't like him like that. But he is so funny. I have come to the conclusion thought, that even though I have worked my ass off to get in the position that I am i n, that I would quit my job in a heartbeat to get a clerical or a secrearial job that paid the same price. Yep I don't give a damn. Like I know that that would mean I just wasted my time and all at this job, but sometimes I go to work and I just hate my job. I can't stand it sometimes, everything about it just makes me not want to go. But then again if I really did hate it I would have quit it already, that's what I usually do with jobs. But then again I need the money for my bills, I really don't have the luxury to just up and quit. Oh, and I wouldn't have much room for promotion in a secretary job since I don't really have experience in the field I will be assisting.

Man I don't know. I am at that point in my life where I am re-evaluating things. Where I think (and I know) I can do better than working at a fast food restaurant like this. But the job I have works with my schedule (that is when I get back to school).

Agh, life is totally like a box of chocoaltes. Aw I love Forrest Gump.