Wednesday, Feb. 26, 2003

It isn't an entry unless I ruin someone's life.

It isn't an entry unless I ruin someone's life.

Some good news and bad news.

Good news first always. I want to save the bad for last so you all have something to go "holy shit!" about after the entry is done. I love the drama baby. So I bought season 2 of Queer as Folk on Tuesday (the day it came out). I haven't had the time to read any quite yet, um I mean watch. But I am so excited to finally get it, I have been waiting for it forever. Oh and the new season starts on Tuesday (me and Peachsgrl can't wait for that). Cool stuff man.

Oh and I have been thinking recently of quitting my job, mainly because they let my bad ass manager go to another store. He didn't want to but they like made him. It pissed me off. I was gettin to like him, maybe a little too much, but that is besides the point. So I told my new bitchy ass manager that if I didn't get the raise that my manager promised me like a month ago I was going to quit. So she told my big time manager and he said he put it in and I should be getting it this pay period. Pretty cool huh? So I will be getting about 6.25 an hour plus benefits, all from a fast food-Y like restaurant. So I might not quit. Who knows with me?

And the bad news. Yeah I know you all have been wanting to hear this. I had sex a couple of nights ago. And it was the greatest sex I have had in like, well forever. He actually did the job right. I mean pardon me for saying, well not really cause this is MY diary, but it went IN and everything! Believe me, all nine inches of it went in. And he did more than just that. He went down on me. Yeah. I never had that happen to me before. It was great. It felt nice, and I don't give a fuck if I am grossing anyone out.

So why is this bad you ask? Because of who it was with. It wasn't with the normal guy I always do it with. Nope, it was with my cousin's husband. That is bad isn't it? Well they are seperated, but still. I mean they always get back together. And if they do this time, damn that sucks.I mena I don't want anything to happen with us, because I know nothing like that will, or should, happen. But what if she does find out? What the hell am I going to say? How am I going to justify that? And the fact that he compared the both of us, of course I was the winner of it, but come on. Do I really want to be compared to my cousin? Um no. Plus he and my cousin has like 3 kids. So I know he is pretty damn fertile. And what if I become pregnant? I could never tell them who the father may or may not be. That would be my luck I would get pregnant at a time the father could be 2 different people. Shit I am turning into the rest of my family. Knocked up and confused about who the dad is.

Damn it just isn't an entry unless I ruin someone's life. Either mine or someone else's.