Thursday, Jan. 09, 2003

Shit real life sucks.

Shit real life sucks.

Yeah so here it is in the middle of January and I am finding it to be super hot in my house. Like unbearably hot. When I go to bed I am going to end up sleeping naked. Yeah I know it isn't the best site to envision, but as I said, I am HOT. Damn I think I am actually breaking a sweat here.

Anyway I ended up doing nothing today. Wait, I take that back. I did go to Kingsville to talk to financial aid about my classes and shit. Man this accident is costing me a shit load of money that I don't have. For instance, my refund check was already in the mail and they took it out cause I wasn't going to school, so that was about 1,200 dollars. Plus, since I am going to have hours to make up for last semester, I am going to have to pay to make up the remaining 5 that I have over the summer. Out of my own pocket. This will be the first time I PAY to go to school. I have always got out of doing it, but not this time. So that was a total of like 1700 dollars just right there.

Plus I had to go get my tickets settled. I had a speeding ticket from October that I never took care of and the one I got the other day cause of my acident. You would think the accident one would cost more, right? Nope. that one was only 92 bucks, the speeding one was 130. So there went MORE money.

So I am working my ass off instead of going to school this semester, so later on I can continue to go to school. Because, as I said, I am going back. Plus I am working my ass off to pay off my car, pay my tickets, and pay m y bills. I guess I am a grown up now.

Shit real life sucks. I liked it better in high school when I had nothing to worry about. Damn those were the days.

Oh and I made another layout. Hah I have already made like 5 of them and only used one. I should let other people use them. But I can't stand some of thos "design" sites. I think I will make a special little entry for them in my links section or something. I don't know I'll think about it later.

Tomorrow I am schedule to go out and eat with some friends. THen later that night I am supposed to go to my friend's boyfriend's birthday party. I don't know though. Things always go wrong or don't happen for me. But we'll see.