Tuesday, Jan. 07, 2003
In the last 3 days my life has changed all around me.
In the last 3 days my life has changed all around me.
Ok so I haven't updated in like 3 days. I am sure no one even noticed. Oh well :-(
In the last three days I have learned a volatile life lesson. Don't trust ANYONE. Not even the people you thought you could trust at work. Not the people you thought you were cool with, you thought were cool with you. No because as soon as you do something will come lashing out at you proving you stupid.
At work on Sunday night someone got into my purse and stole $120. The only money I had until I got paid in another two weeks. So here I am, two weeks to go until payday, with no money. I can't eat at work, I can't buy a CD/movie, I can't even give my mom gas money to take me to work. It totally sucks. Here I am working my ass off forever for that money and there someone was to take faster than I could blink my eyes. It pisses me off. People are pathetic. I hate people sometimes.
Plus I came to the conclusion that I am going to have to drop all my classes for this coming semester at school. I have been going to school non stop since I was 5. What the hell am I going to do without school? I mean it is only one semester but that can lead to two, or three. Then what if I never go back? People are known for that. After one semester they see how easy it is to go on with life without school then decide to just stop going all together.
The reason I chose not to go this semester is simple. I have absolutely no way to get there. I mean I could live in the dorms like I did before, but then I couldn't hold down my job. Which would mean I couldn't pay my bills. So that was out of the question. My mom even offered to drive me the 45 minutes back and forth from 8 in the morning to 4 in the afternoon. But the wear and tear, plus the gas, of the car would be too tremendous. I made her realize that real fast.
So I guess I am just going to work this semester, with hopes the before the summer starts I get a car.
Yep, in the last 3 days my life has changed all around me. How about you?
Oh yeah and today was my brother James's 19th birthday. Happy birthday bro. Now all you have to do is act like you are 19 then you would just make my day. Alright, that is all now.