Saturday, Dec. 14, 2002
You know something mean and hateful like that.
You know something mean and hateful like that.
You wanna know a funny thing? Like I get about 30 or so hits on my site a day, right? Well I find it interesting how these thirty or so people find my site. In the last hour or so 3 different people got a glimpse of my site from looking under Google for "Gale Harold". Maybe I talk about him a little too much? Nah, he deserves every word baby.
Well I had one hellISH day at at work. I was there from 10:30 until 9:30 at night. Damn that is one hell of a long time. I work tomorrow at 11:30 to 8 so by the end of the day I should be pretty damn tired, don't you think?
Man and something pissed me off BAD today. Like I have never been this mad before. Well not at work anyway. My manager told me that a district manager called me "worthless." I don't know why for sure but that fucking made me mad. I mean I bust my ass at that place and someone called me WORTHLESS? Fuck them. I told my manager that it really hurt my feelings when he told me that, and it did. I think I work hard there. Especially now. I am working a lot harder than I used to. But I just hate being called worthless. That kinda has a personal tingle to it, don't you think? He told me that he didn't tell me that to discourage me or make me blue. It didn't do either of those things. All it did was make me pissed and make me want to work harder. So I guess his psychology shit really worked didn't it? I told him that too. I don't know it just made me mad.
He also told James, my brother, that he has gotten lazy. Yep, that pissed him off to. Because he, like me, works his ass off there. And to be called lazy might not be as bad as worthless, but it still has the same impact. Especially when directed to a person who has been working there for over a year.
I don't know I just got mad at work today. I mean the anger eventually subsided, but I will remember that. Plus the manager who called me that happened to come by today. I didn't say a word.
I did however think that I should call him a dickhead. Or cuntface. Or motherfucker. You know something mean and hateful like that.
Well I need to get some sleep. Work is going to suck tomorrow. I hate working with new managers. Plus my schedule for next week looks pretty hard also. Wish me luck kiddIEs.