Monday, Dec. 09, 2002

I think I'm about to cry.

I think I'm about to cry.

I know I am going to forget to put this down but I just wanna say how much I love the whole Diaryland community. People are just so awesome. I love meeting new people and this thing has helped enormously. For example, I love reading Randy's diary. Like today for instance he thanked me for signing his guestbook. Like he even needs to thank me. The pleasure of reading his diary is enough for me, y0. Same thing for Ryan's, Gingerbug's, and Edna's. It is just all cool to read it.

Speaking of diaries I had an interesting conversation with my cousin today about this whole thing. My little sister writes in a diary. Now she is only 12 so I have no idea what she thinks she could possibly have to write about. I mean what kind of problems could she possibly have? Well anyway I was like "there is nothing wrong with writing in a diary. i write in a diary but it is online." Then of course they (my sister and cousin) all thought they had to know where to find my diary. Now there are very few people that I know in real life who knows about my diary. And those are the people that I never write bad about, because well they are my friends and that would be some shit if I wrote bad about them here but to their face I am all like nice and cool with them. But I would never tell my family about this site. Or the people I work with. Because first of all I am pretty sure I write about them, and second of all I do consider this to be personal in a sense, you know?

It goes like this. The reason I let you fine people read this is because I don't really know you. Well in an internet sort of way I do know some of you, but that is all. So I can tell my personal problems to all of you, because you don't really know me. Plus, many of you also have a diary so it is like a whole community sort of thing. And, if anything, you all may know me a little different than my family. Because you know that special part of me that they don't. Man, you are just some totally cool people I think. Shit, I think I am in love with my diary community of friends. Awww... I think I'm about to cry.

Well there goes the mushy stuff. Just to let you all know about my day, I did absolutely nothing at all. And I mean NOTHING AT ALL. I laid down all day long, chilled, and talked with my grandma and cousin. Oh and her wacky ass devilish kids too. That is going to be the story of my life until the weekends when I get to go out. Or until I get to go to work. But its cool I need the rest from school and all.

Speaking of school I got an A in my sex class. YIPEE! And I kept the C that I got from midterm in my archery/badmitten class. Yeah I know how I did that I have no idea. I don't have my sociology grade yet but I am sure I at least got a B. Anyway I am sure you all aren't that interested either.

Oh and not to beg, but if you are feeling giving this year, because my family isn't they are being all stingy, you can buy me a Chrstimas present from my wishlist. Not to sound all begg-Y or anything though. :-)

Luv ya'll!