Wednesday, Nov. 20, 2002

Manly girl by night, stupid girl by day.

Manly girl by night, stupid girl by day.

friend=daddy

me=drunky

me=cool manly person

me=fucked up car because me drunky

Ok I had to put that up there because I have to remember what to write. How pathetic is that? You know what else is pathetic? The day when I got online and the first thing I did was check my stats on my site. Usually one would check his/her email but noo not this gal I had to see who went to my page. Yep, as always pathetic old me.

Uh oh I am getting a lot of "page cannot be displayed" on my internet browser. I hope this posts.

Ok my friend from Houston is going to be a father. That is crazy shit. Its crazy because the world around me is changing like crazy. I mean he is already going to be a father and here I am still going to school. I mean I wouldn't even know what to do with myself if I wasn't in school and here he is having a family and shit. Its all too weird for me.

Last night I got all drunk with my brother. The motherfucker let me druve home. God I can't believe myself sometimes. I drove all the way home drunker than shit and I don't remember doing it. Plus I think I might have hit something and I don't remember. Because my car be makin some weird ass sounds and I had grass up IN my tire. Like not just around it but IN it. Plus my tire was flat. I went to my car to go to work and my tire was all flat. So my brother Jeffery put my donut spare on it (which looked totaly retarded thank you very much). And big ole' manly me put air in my tire and changed the tires back all by myself. Ok, that's a lie my friend Claudia did it too. But its cool because I didn't know how to change a tire this morning and now I do. It's like "stupid girl" to "manly girl". Yep manly girl by night, stupid girl by day that's me.

I swear though I am going to stop drinking. Especially drinking and driving. Right after the kegger on Friday night that my brother is having. But I won't drive. I promise. You all have my word on that buckos.