Wednesday, Nov. 13, 2002
It makes me sad.
It makes me sad.
Wow, when I first clicked on "Add an entry" I had no idea what I was going to write about, then I read Ryan's diary and just came up with inspiration. If that's what you wanna call it.
Ryan talked about how he had a lecture on date rape. How did this "inspire" me you ask? Well, a couple of weeks ago a couple of girls got sexually assaulted in the dorms. I never thought that something like this could happen to me. And even though it didn't happen to me, I feel as if it has. I feel this way because for aboutthe first 2 years of my college experience, I lived in the dorms. And for a semester, I lived in the same dorms those girls got raped in. Those dorms have never been protected fully. First of all they are all girl dormitories. So, of course, a man would know that girls live there. So that would go to assume that people would protect the residence halls better. But they don't. The lighting sucks, they used to let just about everyone in without them showing identification, and there are side doors that just about any one can sneek into. Which obviously just about anyone DID sneek into. The even scarier part is that one of these girls was assaulted with a weapon. And she got cut.
What leads people to do such things? What makes a man such a monster as to the fact that they would force sex upon a person. Let me tell you what. I am taking a human sexually class in college and I never thought it would be so beneficial in my life. There are three reasons why someone does such crimes. For power, anger, and gratification. These motherfuckers like to feel that they are more powerful than their women counterparts. Or they are so upset that they force sex upon a person as punishment. Or they are just fucking horny people who can't get sex any way else, so they rape girls.
It's sad. It's pathetic. I feel sorry for the victims, and I feel sorry for the perpetrator. Why do I feel sorry for the perpetrator you ask? Because they are going to burn in hell for what they do. However, I don't feel sorry about the fact that they deserve every last bit of what they get.
All I can say to anyone that has ever had this happen to them, is to be strong. Don't let this take over your life. If you do that motherfucker will win. Why should you be sitting there losing sleep over it? Your not the criminal. He sould be losing sleep, not you.
It makes me sad.