Tuesday, Oct. 01, 2002

I want to do it with someone who knows what the hell he is doing.

I want to do it with someone who knows what the hell he is doing.

Damn four days is a long ass time for an update. Oh well I guess that means I should have more to say then huh? Yeah right.

Well let's see what happened since I last wrote in this here thingy. I did it again. I am not going to say what "it" is but if you read that entry you can see what it is. I don't regret doing it really. All I really do regret is that fact that he doesn't know how to do it. How can someone not know how you ask? That's what I was asking myself after the one minute long journey. Not only was it one minute long but it never happened. Um how can I put this without sounding any more weird than I already do? It never went in? Does that sounds too horrible? I think he thought he was doing it but he wasn't. You know what I mean? I mean yeah I could have told him but I didn't want him to feel all inferiour or anything. There was even a time or two where I helped him guide it or whatever and it still didn't like hit him that he was doing it wrong. I don't know if I want to do it again (with him anyways). I want to do it with someone who knows what the hell he is doing.

Hm what else? Well I feel at work on Saturday. It just wasn't your ordinary little fall, oh no I had to go all out you see. I was kinda running and this big metal door hit me square in the chest and flew me like across the room into the trach can and made me hit my head on the table. I just sat there for a few minutes going "oh my God, I can't believe that just happened" while everyone else was laughing at me. I mean shit I could be there paralyzed and people are just sitting around laughing? It made a lot of noise believe me. Then, 2 days later let me add, my manager decided to file an accident report. I was just like "what the fuck?" Morons.

Hm other than that I didn't do much of anything. I did my usual drinking-on-the-weekend thing with my brother and some of his friends. Had sex. Fell.

Oh yeah and I lost my ATM card. Well it wasn't lost persay it was unapprehensible. Friday night I was drinking and of course I drank a lot. Well I went to ATM money (which my brother still owes me by the way) and I left my card in the machine. Because, you see, it isn't one of those where you just swipe your card it has to be one of those where it sucks it in and sends it back out whenever you are done with your transaction. So yep I left it in the machine and I had to get it on Monday. So I went all weekend without my card which made me last for work on Saturday because I had to go home and get my checkbook so I could get some gas. Because I don't like writing checks. It makes me feel all old or something. Me and my ATM card are tight.

Anyways, as mentioned before I have a NotifyList at the bottom here so if you want a witty little message each time I update like join it and stuff ok?

Oh yeah and just a sidenotage here, I just signed up for that whole "Gold Member" thing on DiaryLand. I wonder if it is actually going to be benefical. If not, oh well I only paid 10 bucks for it. But I'll tell you all how it works out. There might be a gradual change progressing because I am going to move all my images to diaryland so it will be easier, I think. Oooh maybe I just made things harder. Agh. Oh and I also joined the ACLU, American Civil Liberties Union. I am now a card carrying member. I totally agree with everything they say so I just figured I might as well contribute huh?

And one last think, I promise I won't ever add anything else to this entry (maybe that is why I don't have that many because I just keep adding to the older ones). I just made myself a diaryring with my little non-as-great-as-i-thought-it-would-be gold membership. So go and like join it or something, for me, so I can feel as if I used my 10 bucks worthwhile. Pleeeeeeeaseeeee? Check it out on the side over there. Can you find it? Good I knew you could!