Wednesday, Sept. 04, 2002
sorry Mrs. Walters
sorry Mrs. Walters
I have been so like obsessed with making my fansite page all pretty I think I alsmot forgot what I am supposed to be doing here. And that is telling all you lovely people about my beautiful life. Hah yeah right.
Well I got my copy of the Advocate today. And damn Randy Harrison sure is looking fine. I mean I don't usually go for the type with all that hair but you know, when your cute your cute.
Speaking of cute I thought of something today. First of all I want you all to know that I am taking a Human Sexuality course. Yep a fancy little way of saying "sex ed" but its for college students. You would think we should know all that by know right? Well down to what I am meaning to say. Have you ever noticed that when a guy is asked to say another guy is cute he is all reluctant to do it? That happened today. Our professor asked us to write down 3 girls and 3 guys who we think is "sexy" (well known people, so that meant I couldn't put my number one obvious choice Gale Harold). Well of course all the guys were just like "um we have to say 3 guys are sexy?"
Ok would it hurt you people to admit that you think a guy looks cute or something? I walk down and I can admit when I think a girl is pretty. Is the world getting so homophobic that they can't even relinquish their feelings towards one another about what is and what isn't sexy? And it isn't just guys. A girl also asked that question. I had no problem siting down and naming off 3 girls. I mean, of course, I had to think about it, but I came up to a conclusion. And, of course, it might have been easier for me to name the guys, but I wasn't so homophobic enough to get all scared about naming girls.
I don't know. Just something that bugged me I guess.
Other than that interesting little tid bit into my life I think I am changing my career choice (again). Yep at first I wanted to be an astronaut (in the first grade) than I wanted to be a writer than I wanted to be a TV broadcaster. Guess what I want to be know? Yep, a writer. I have come to the realization that I am just not a TV type of gal. Give me a pen and paper, stick a computer in my face (I love spell check I am too lazy to check myself, as I am sure you all can tell from time to time) and call it a day. I am a much better bullshitter when it comes to writing, when I have a camera in my hand it is a whole other story.
Sorry Mr. Saltarelli (my professor) but I think you lost yourself a prospective Barbara Walters.
Oh yeah and something else. Why does everyone and their dogd think they have to go out on Labor Day? I mean shit I thought Labor Day was a day to like rest, you know to celebrate all the labor you have done previously. So wouldn't it go to imagine that you would want to stay home and rest? Seems logical to me. So, people, when next Labor Day, Memorial Day, one of those Days come along, don't go out to eat. I don't think I could stand it. I don't mind working, but not when people are ruder than fuck. And please, cut those fast fooders some slack. Me being one of the before mentioned knows how much it sucks. And, above all, STAY HOME ON HOLIDAYS!!!