Monday, Aug. 19, 2002

maybe things DO work out for me... :crosses fingers:

maybe things DO work out for me... :crosses fingers:

God. I am beginning to think that, even though I have had the most bad luck anyone could ever imagine, I might still have an inkiling of hope left in me.

Today I finally got a car. Which is such a great thing because a week from tomorrow I start school (which begins at 8 and ends at 9, at night). Yeah, its small, yeah it doesn't have a CD player, but its MINE and its a 2001 (which means it can't be as bad as the other disaster I previously had).

Plus, because I feel like an illeterate prude, I bought two books. Well my g ma bought one and I bought the other, but its all the same. I bought the autobiography of Rosie O'Donnell ("Finding Me") and the book "family Outting" by Chastity Bono. My grandmother thought I was weird, because if you don't already know, those are both lesbian authors and my g ma is still having a hard time realizing that there might be a chance of her grand daughter being one. She called Ro (as I like to call her) a "fag bitch". I was just like "damn girl calm down. What did she do to you?" Anyways, homophobia lurks the world, even though my family says they will love me no matter what.

Damn I always go on tangents like that, don't I?

Oh yeah I also have tomorrow and Wednesday off, how cool is that? I think I am going to see Triple X with an old friend. Maybe bring my brother because he has been wanting to go to a movie for like ever. I need a breather. Especially after they want me to work from 10:30 to close AGAIN. Damn do it once, they think you will do it whenever. I don't think so.

Anyways, I am so happy to have gotten a car. Now if I can only find out how to work my brights I will be even happier!