Saturday, Aug. 17, 2002

older men, working all day, damn im messed up

older men, working all day, damn im messed up

Hah I took some quiz over "what Queer as Folk" personality are you and I came to be Emmett Honeycutt? How they hell am I Emmett Honeycutt? Weird. On that note though I finally got my issue of The Advocate. The one with Ben From QAF on it. Damn he is so hot and muscular.

Oh and I got reviewed finally!!! How exciting. Do you ever notice how you might say "you dont care what people think" but in actuality you do care? I kept on wondering why I thought I had to get reviewed so much. I guess I do care what people think of me. Especially something that I am totally ovsessed with doing (like my diary for example). But check out my review

here.

Hm other than that I am pretty bored. As stated, numerous times, I like to post on this forum. Well today I got some private message telling me I posted in the wrong spot or something. I swear I felt like I was getting in trouble. I don't think I should have to feel that way do you? But I think I might let it slide because it's very interesting.

Oh my gosh I went out last night with my mom. And I got all drunk (of course). This guy asks me if he could call me sometime. And of course being the drunk person that I was I was all like "ok sure" and I gave him my number. Yeah these are one of those "damn I wish i didn't do that" kind of things. Because he is not that attractive. Plus he asked my mom if he could ask me out, like I was 15 or something. I am 20 for crying out loud. But gosh I wish I hadn't given him my number. Plus I think I might have kissed him. I was just like "mom why did you let me do that". All she said was that she had my back and I wasn't going anywhere with him. But the fact that I kissed him, and hes like 30. Ewwwwwwww.

Oh yeah and for some weird reason I volunteered to work all day tomorrow. I was originally only going to work from 4:45 till closing but now I start at eleven. Don't ask, I don't know what I was on. Maybe I was drunk or high? Damn I'm stupid.