Thursday, Aug. 15, 2002
how pathetic
how pathetic
I smell. And not even like a "ew" kinda smell. You want to know what I smell like? I smell like coffee. Yep I live in South Texas where it gets up to 100 degrees and at eight at night some woman wants coffee? Who in the world drinks coffee at night time? Plus, I hate coffe in general, I hate pouring it, I hate making it, and I especially hate smelling like it. Work has some weird ass high tech looking cofee machine with some weird ass way to pour it, so of course when I went to pour it, I got it all over myself. Yummy, great hot coffee all down the front of my shirt and my pants. Good thing they make us wear blue shirts and dark colored jeans.
Anywho, I have the day off tomorrow. YIPPEE!!! It's my first day off since last Wednesday. So if we all count it together that leaves me working for one straight week. Sheesh it was tiring. But I guess I'll like it when I get paid (which, by the way, is Friday). SO I already have plans for tomorrow. And anyone want to know the sad part about these plans? I'll tell you anyway. They are with my mom. Yeah, you heard me right, my MOM. She wants me to go to a bar with her and like drink and kareoke and stuff. I guess its good that we are going out and being "mother daughterly" and all but I just don't know about this. I haven't seen my friends in like forever.
Speaking of which, my friend Kenya called me today from Indiana. She asked why I haven't call her (well she left a message cause I was at work). I just haven't had the time. Mimi has the time but I don't know why she doesn't call. Maybe she's busy and I don't even know it, because I haven't seen her in like forever either. Damn here is my mom wanting to spend quality time with me when I haven't even spent like an hour with any of my friends for like over a week.
On another note, I know I left a post on the forum that I religiously go to the other day, and now it isn't there. I don't think I am upset because it isn't there, I think I am upset because no one like wrote me to tell me that they deleted it, or why they did such a thing in the first place. I mean its cool if I violated some rule, but at least tell me. Its just a peeve I have.
How pathetic can one get?