Monday, Aug. 12, 2002

"yeah...it's worth it" I tell myself about college...

"yeah...it's worth it" I tell myself about college...

Just a little entry to say a few things.

I have come to the conclusion that I flat up hate work. I don't hate the people just the actual work. I mean I have realized that work can be fun all you have to do is like the people. And it is just that, fun. But at times the fun gets all tangled up by the fact that the job itslef is not worth the $5.50 an hour that I receive.

So, in retrospect, I can't wait until I graduate college. I full intend on having this job until I graduate (more than likely). I mean I will get raises here and there so it won't ALWAYS be $5.50 an hour. That is just the starting rate. But as soon as I graduate I can actually get a job in doing something that I like to do. Maybe I will even like the people. So I can have one of those jobs that you actually want to wake up and go to.

And that's another thing. I didn't even wake up until 1 in the afternoon. And when I say wake up I mean exactly that. Wake up Not when you are kinda awake and just don't want to get out of bed. It's before that. When you first awaken. So why in the hell was I so tired at work today? Maybe something is wrong with me.

One more thing, I have come to the shocking ralization that summer is over. I have to start the fall semester Aug. 27. That means going to school from 8 a.m. to 9 p.m. on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I made my schedule like that so it would be easier for them to schedule me for work. Damn the fall is going to be so exhausting. Oh well the small price to pay to get a job that I might actually enjoy.

And on final notage...

I kinda changed my g book a little today. Just with the way the entries looked is all.

and...

I just want to plug in gingerbug's diary. She has such insightful entries. And they are so true and like everone can relate. I love her diary.

and if I get another "unable to connect to database" I think I am going to go crazy. I almost lost my whole damn entry because of it. Could you imagine?!?! UGH!!! I mean I am grateful to Andrew for the free service and all. But sometimes I just get so irritated. I am easily irritated.

Ok, off to watch Queer As Folk now that my season 2 soundtrack of it is over. Hah I listened to all of it. I have a problem guys I keep on saying it but no one ever listens. :-)

I just had to come back and say how much I © that episode. I could go on forever about why but I won't. I won't because I need to do that all important thing called sleeping.